Tuesday, August 5, 2014

How Goes the Battle?


Going down.
It's that time again.
Time to feel the tides of your emotions flow over me
Time to be capsized by your waves of pain
Time to feel panicked as I'm trapped beneath the overturned vessel of who you used to be
I'm drowning in you, just like I used to, but not like I used to
You won't go away, why did you leave?

forgive me for saying this
but suicide is the least understandable event in the human experience
there is no grasping of it, there is no calculating it, there is no "getting" it
it happens to you once and it happens to you forever
the elevator takes you up and the elevator takes you down
why do i get on this thing?

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